"I just don’t really give a shit anymore. about anything. i’m lost and don’t really want to be found."

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My SW weigh in was on Sept. 20
5’7”
HW: 125 (11/5)
SW: 121.5
CW: 117 (8/29-restarting again) 110 (3/10)
GW1: 117
GW2: 115
GW3: 112
GW4: 110
GW5: 108

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I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put into words, but I guess it’s like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling.  
That’s what real love amounts to - letting a person be what he really is. Most people love you for who you pretend to be. To keep their love, you keep pretending - performing. You get to love your pretense. It’s true, we’re locked in an image, an act - and the sad thing is, people get so used to their image, they grow attached to their masks. They love their chains. They forget all about who they really are. And if you try to remind them, they hate you for it, they feel like you’re trying to steal their most precious possession.  
I wish I could write. I get these ideas but I never seem to be able to put them in words.  
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